雙語暢銷書《我是馬拉拉》第24章:他們奪走了她的笑容(13)
I thank Allah for the hard-working doctors, for my recovery and for sending us to this world where we may struggle for our survival.
Some people choose good ways and some choose bad ways.
有些人選擇了正確的道路，有些人則走上了歧途。One person's bullet hit me. It swelled my brain, stole my hearing and cut the nerve of the left side of my face in the space of a second.
一個人開槍射出子彈，子彈擊中我，在一秒之內使我的腦袋因積血而腫脹，偷走了我的聽覺，還切斷了我左半邊臉的神經。
And after that one second there were millions of people praying for my life and talented doctors who gave me my own body back.
而在那一秒之後，有數以百萬計的人們爲我的生命祈禱，還有最傑出的醫生們幫我找回了自己的身體。I was a good girl. In my heart I had only the desire to help people.
我是一個善良的女孩。在我心中，我唯一的渴望就是幫助他人。It wasn't about the awards or the money.
這和得獎與否或金錢無關。I always prayed to God, 'I want to help people and please help me to do that.'
我總向真主祈求：“我想要幫助別人，請賜予我這樣的能力。”A talib fires three shots at point-blank range at three girls in a van and doesn't kill any of them. This seems an unlikely story, and people say I have made a miraculous recovery.
一名塔利班在一輛校車上近距離向三個女孩開了三槍，卻沒有一個人死亡，這聽起來的確不像是真的。人們說我“奇蹟般”地復原了。My friend Shazia, who was hit twice, was offered a scholarship at Atlantic College in Wales so has also come to the UK for schooling, and I hope Kainat will too.
我那中了兩槍的朋友夏息雅申請到了位於威爾士的大西洋聯合學院的獎學金，也來到英國唸書了；而我希望卡內的申請也會順利。I know God stopped me from going to the grave.
我知道是真主讓我免於踏入墳墓。It feels like this life is a second life.
這讓我覺得，我現在的人生其實是我的第二條命。People prayed to God to spare me, and I was spared for a reason – to use my life for helping people.
人們祈求真主饒我不死，而我自己，卻是因爲一個理由活下來的——我要用這條命來幫助別人。When people talk about the way I was shot and what happened I think it's the story of Malala, 'a girl shot by the Taliban'; I don't feel it's a story about me at all.
當人們在討論我是如何中彈以及當時所發生的情況時，我會覺得那是馬拉拉——一個被塔利班槍擊的女孩的故事，我一點也不覺得那個故事與我有關。
